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November 10, 2005
Okay, I just ran into Kiley on campus because she works for Gateway and is doing some promotional contest where students can win free laptops. She asked me about Sean, and she claims she hasn't talked to him for awhile. But she had the same awkward look and intonation that Hannah had when she lied to me about making out with Sean. So I asked her if she knew something I didn't - maybe Sean is seeing someone else and just hasn't bothered to tell me? She replied that she knows nothing, but again with the awkwardness! I haven't been able to get ahold of him for awhile, but I didn't want to bug him because he told me he was ill. But he doesn't return my calls or anything, and it sucks because I miss him. I dunno, I wish I would stop freaking out over every little thing because it's probably just all in my head, and even if it wasn't it wouldn't matter. I fucked up things with Sean, and although I am trying to right my wrongs, he is still free to do as he pleases. I just wish he'd call me back. In other news, I have registered for my classes for spring semester: 1 - Psychology of Gender 2 - Personality Psych 3 - Personal Growth & Development (another psych class) 4 - Research Methods and Stats II (for psych) 5 - RMS II Lab 6 - God and Persons (a philosophy course with a professor who hates me) I have been a busy gal this week, getting almost no sleep, and eating way too much. I ate so much food on Tuesday that I ended up puking. Yuck - TMI. Yeah whatever. I applied for a new job at a credit union. While it may not be a very exciting job, it will pay more and have better scheduling. I'm pretty sure I'll get it, but I'm still waiting for a phone call. Damn it, NO ONE CALLS ME BACK! Even my dentist! I need to know when my next appointment is, and she's usually so professional about it. My life was up for a couple weeks, but it's starting to fall down again and now I feel kinda crappy. I think it's mostly because I have no money and then after seeing Kiley I am in this sort of unnecessary and somewhat unjustified jealousy frenzy. Blah. Shoot me. or something. I'm just wasted right now. Not drunk - just drained. Physically and emotionally....and I have a sore throat. *screams* |
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